Stay safe, and stay inside.
Brother Biscuit-Banjo.
And
repeat.
I try to
fill my empty days, I cook,
I write, I exercise,
at least sometimes.
But when
the evening comes along again,
I feel it's
justified to watch TV.
If
something peaks my interest, I'll watch,
A film or
documentary if I can.
But mostly
I am watching things I've seen,
Before.
Repeat, repeat, repeat some more.
It's
comforting to watch a thing I know.
I sometimes
think I waist a lot of life.
Just one
more time, I'll spend the night relaxed,
With shows
I met when I was growing up.
Tomorrow I
will start on something new,
So many
things that people recommend.
A comfy
chair, the evening's closing in,
Familia
lines go round the screen again.
The credits
roll, it's time to carry on,
With series
two, one more before I sleep.
I try to
reach for my remote control,
My hands won't
move, my head is stuck as well.
My eyes
feel sore, I try to squeeze them closed,
But they
won't move, the episode begins.
The intro
tune invades my panicked ears,
My body's
frozen in this comfy chair.
The show
repeats, the one that I just saw,
It ends,
then starts, then ends and starts again.
My eyes are
dry and racked with stabbing pain,
I need a
piss, my bowels begin to move.
That
fucking show just ends then starts again,
I've heard
the words so many times, but this,
Is torture.
What's that noise that I can hear?
A drip that
comes from under me, it smells.
My fucking
eyes, they need to fucking close.
The credits
roll, but then it starts again,
The puddle
spreads and starts to make me cold.
I think I'm
fusing with this comfy chair.
Excruciating
pins inside my head.
I try to
move my hand one final time,
But I just
sit, and watch the same repeat.
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